hOw shOuld i describe this???
mY feelings =.='
it's cOmplicated...
wish i can turn back time...i wOnt dO all the mistakes i've dOne..
at least i wOnt feel this bad!
but,i can't blame anybOdy fOr the stupid mistakes i've dOne befOre
it's all mY fault...
i dOn't even knOw...these few years i already makes yOur life getting cOmplicated...
i'm sO sOrrY..rEally sOrrY
i didn't mean it...
after all that u have said tO me...it's reallY maKes me feeL bad=.='
n nOw..i dOn't even knOw what shOuld i dO?
i thOught i alreadY dO the best fOr u...
i thOught i'm the OnlY persOn whO always understand u..
i thOught i'm the One who u really want tO be with...stand besides u..
i thOught i'm gOod enOugh fOr u...
but,i'm tOtallY bad!it's sucks!damn hurt tO knOw the truth!
i hate mY self!
after all...its makes me hurt...damn hurt..
n all i can dO right nOw just shut up...
i dOn't even think i will be able tO do anYthing anyMore...
because its getting wOrse...
sOrry if i hurt yOu=.='
all i want yOu tO knOw
i trulY,deeplY lOve yOu...
witH all mY heart...
wish we can turn oVer a new leaf...
