hellO!!!
hrm...2day got story bout my fren...
she told me last nite....she gaduh2 wit her bf...
she cry...n cry...dont know why...everytyme dorg gaduh2 mmg dia cry jak...
i ask her why must cry???
n she answer me..
IT'S DAMN HURT...I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..
BUT,WHEN WE R FIGHTING SEEMS LIKE I DONT EVER KNOW HIM B4..
HE'S DIFFERENT...KEEP TALKING N ACT SOMETHING THATS REALLY HURTS ME...
DONT WANT REPLY MY SMS...DONT WANT ANSWER MY CALL..
WHY??DIDNT HE KNOW IM HURTS???
WHERE IS HIS LOVE 2 ME???
IF I'M LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS OUT THERE...I'LL LEFT HIM...
I DON'T CARE....WHEN HE'S ANGRY...HE NEVER THINK BOUT ME...
JUST THINK BOUT HIMSELF...SEEMS LIKE HE'S THE ONE WHO HURTS IN THIS SITUATION...
BUT,I REALLY CANT DO THAT...I LOVE HIM SO DAMN2 MUCH...
I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR HIM...
U KNOW PENG...I LIE TO MY FAMILY...MY PARENTS...WHY???
TO SEE HIM...TO MAKE HIM HAPPY...
EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES I FEEL GUILTY...I CRY IN MY HEARTS...
I NEVER SHOW HIM...
N NOW...JUST BCOZ WORDS "I LOVE U"...ITS BECOME WORSE LIKE THIS...
I KNOW...ITS ALL MY FAULT...
EVERYTYME PN I SAID LIKE THAT...ITS WAS MY FAULT....
START FROM LAST NITE...HE OFF 1 OF HIS PHONE...
N THEN HE BLOCK ALL MY CALL...
I NEVER DO THIS 2 HIM?BUT...HOW COME??HE DO THIS 2 ME...
I KNOW HE LOVE ME 2...
BUT,ITS SEEMS LIKE HE DONT WANT ME ANYMORE...
PENG...I'M TIRED...HURTS....CRYING...
i ask her...why dont u tell him bout ur feelings??mayb he will understand...
mayb,he never know its hurting u...
I'VE TOLD HIM SO MANY TIMES PENG...HE PROMISE ME B4...
HE WILL NEVER DO THIS 2 ME LGI...
BUT,SEE...
I KNOW LAST NITE WAS MY FAULT JG..I TOLD HIM I DONT WANNA EAT KLU STILL GADUH2...
MAYB HE ANGRY THEN TOLD ME...IF U DONT WANNA EAT..DONT HVE 2 SEE ME ANYMORE!!!JGN MENYESAL!!
HOW COULD HE SAID LIKE THAT...
HE REATHER WE FIGHT THAN JDI OK
TILL NOW...I STILL NOT EAT...
I CANT DO ANYTHING SDH NIE...
HE'S TOO EGO..
hrm...fren..i'm sorry...i cant help u...
if im in ur situation,me also dont know wat 2 do...
mayb i will act the same way u do...i understand u...
i'm also a girl...people said...girls heart will easily hurt bcoz the people she love
so,b4 this how this things can be ok?
U KNOW WAT I DO???
I ACT LIKE SICK PEOPLE..
SAID 2 HIM IM SICK...N CRY...
HE WILL CARE BOUT ME AT THAT TYME...N TRY 2 COMFORT ME...
ASK ME 2 EAT MEDICINE..TAKE A GOOD REST...
THEN EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE....
BUT U NOW...ACT I'M NOT SICK PN PENG...
JUST ACTING LIKE I'M SICK TO MAKE EVERYTHING BACK 2 NORMAL...
BUT THAT CRY...I'M NOT ACTING...ITS TRUE...
TEARS DROPS FROM MY EYES...
WHY???
I'M TOO SAD...EVEN I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS...JUST LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN..
BUT...I'VE 2 LIE...SAID I'M SICK...CRYING LIKE I'M IN PAIN...
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE...
YES...ITS TRUE...I'M IN PAIN...I'M HURTS...
WHY MUST I DO THIS 2 MAKE THINGS BACK 2 NORMAL???
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE I HAVE 2 LIE..LIE..N LIE...
THEN...LIKE A MAGIC...THINGS WILL BE OK...
I'M TOO SAD...EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WAS FAKE!!!
NOW...I'M WAITING N KEEP WAITING...DONT KNOW WAITING 4 WHAT...
I'M SAD BUT ACT LIKE I'M HAPPY...
FAKE KAN????
hrm...just b patient fren...
tell ur self...u must be strong...if u still love him...this is wat u should do..
be strong...
YA...HE TOLD ME B4...I'M JUST LIKE...BELLA SWAN IN TWILIGHT MOVIE..
EVEN THOUGH I KNOW ITS HURTS N DANGER...I STILL WANNA DO THAT...
I WILL PENG...I LOVE HIM SO MUCH...
good~~so,i'll pray 4 u n 4 my self also...
hope everything will be fine
our relationship will never be end...
just like a fairytale story...
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